A Solemn Mood
I've been living alone for two years now, having experienced all the things I had been missing at my parents' place, or in the comfort of good friends. Independence, freedom, clarity, solitude, quiet. I feel complete.
Yet, I feel empty at the same time. Like all emotion has left me. There is no pain, no lasting happiness, no sorrow, no hope. I haven't felt anything substantial in so long, but I'm not sure if I would want it any other way.
At this moment I feel like I'm in bliss; a place that just is. A place with no pleasant or unpleasant feeling, a place with no expectations, a place that remains unwaveringly in the present...
A place that just is.
Yet, I feel empty at the same time. Like all emotion has left me. There is no pain, no lasting happiness, no sorrow, no hope. I haven't felt anything substantial in so long, but I'm not sure if I would want it any other way.
At this moment I feel like I'm in bliss; a place that just is. A place with no pleasant or unpleasant feeling, a place with no expectations, a place that remains unwaveringly in the present...
A place that just is.
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